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[ Monday.September.6:04pm] [ music | each coming night ] ( +/+ ) 27 red leaves find what is hidden

this modern love [ Monday.September.10:02pm] [ music | if 6 was 9 ] There's a tiny spider in the corner of my bathroom & she's been there for over a week now. Seemingly in the same place, always sure of herself - never questions anything, never feeling threatened by splashes of water or my reputation, no second guesses. Brave thing - she doesn't seem to want to go anywhere. Maybe someday she'll find the controls & know exactly where she needs to be (cause it sure as hell isn't beside my toothbrush). Or maybe she already knows where she needs to be & is just taking her sweet ass time...one thing we don't have in common. I've never wanted to fast forward time so much, to just go past all the waiting & anxiety & tears and just get to whereever I need to be. I know I should just shut up & be happy here, but right now I'm feeling a bit impatient. Unlike the spider...mind you, she probably doesn't have anything(one) waiting for her. I haven't killed her partly out of superstition, partly because of some weird connection....but maybe, mostly, because Rhi just has that influence. 9 red leaves find what is hidden

[ Tuesday.August.12:29pm] alright so now im reeeaalllly pissed off apparently there's a ton of DVDs missing from my basement - and im getting in shit for it. those dvds are kind of my stepdad's life, so it's really important I get them back. and my camera's still missing. seriously guys, ask your friends & your friend's friends if they took anything. like whoever invited Val & his friend? ya, ask them.....I dont care if it was a drunken confusion or whatever, but if I dont find this stuff I highly doubt Im having any more parties. 5 red leaves find what is hidden

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